And the plot thickens . . .

Last night I had one of those great dates where it can only be a great date because I was tired, didn't want to go and had absolutely no expectations. And in return I was rewarded with this evening that was absolutely amazing. We went to dinner and then bowling (I know . . . bowling . . . but this time it was at one of those new bowling alley/martini bars so much more classy - plus I didn't mind being seen in public with my date - actually was kind of proud of it!).

He's funny, charming, sarcastic, laid back, playful, sweet, uncomplicated and just a fun guy to hang out with. And we had a lot to talk about - he truly wanted to know everything he could about me and my family (and his parents - this is too cute - met in the 8th grade and are still happily married). And yes . . . I'm talking about the train guy. For some reason it really doesn't bother me that he doesn't know exactly what he wants to do with himself. He has a good job, a college degree and after two dates I feel incredibly comfortable and safe with him. Is that wierd? Maybe a little, right? I mean, he asked about my job but I can tell that his eyes glazed over a little when I started explaining . . . but I'm willing to give him some rope on that one plus he loves to read and wants to have a library in his house . . . you can't beat that! Plus the whole physical attraction is definitely there . . .

Anyway, I'm going out with teacher guy on Monday and I'm really curious how I'm going to feel about him. I thought that we were more compatible intellecutally and we probably are but I'm curious if the other elements are going to be there, too. He's definitely much more like me personality wise (Type A, high anxiety, pretty OCD about things) and that kind of scares me a little. I don't know that someone exactly like me is right for me. But I do really enjoy talking to him because we can definitely "spar" on all sorts of issues and it's pretty fun . . . so I'm interested to know if there's good chemistry there, too.

And if there is good chemistry with Bachelor #2 then I don't know WHAT I'm going to do about this situation! What if I realy like them both? Then I'll have to pick and what if I pick wrong and hate myself later? Ugh . . . good thing I never would up on that show the Bachelorette . . . I have a feeling I would be in a constant state of anxiety.

And I absolutely welcome any and all suggestions . . .